2 BIGGEST reasons I haven’t accomplished my dreams (yet)
1) I don't want to make people around me feel bad about themselves.
2) I don’t want to be accused, abused or abandoned
I was afraid to hurt the people that I care about. I was afraid to hurt anybody. SO I HURT MYSELF! WHAT? I was afraid to stand out. I was afraid to be abused or punished. I was afraid to “lose love”. So I always downplayed my own accomplishments to make other people feel better, or I just wouldn’t accomplish things.
I had a distorted idea of what love is…AND I KNOW EVERYONE READING THIS DOES TOO! MILLIONS OR EVEN BILLIONS of people around the world believe some of the things I used to believe….
People HATE when I’m around…I’m FULL OF JOY, ENERGY, LOVE AND ENTHUSIASM! I’m DISCIPLINED, DEDICATED & COMMITTED TO SOMETHING NOBODY CAN SEE EXCEPT ME. AND I DO IT ALL FOR NO MONEY! (FOR NOW)
So I get “You’re a bad person for wanting to be wealthy” “You don’t care about us. All you do is work” “You SUCK!” “You lie” “You’re too small” “You need to eat” “California is too expensive”
Apparently, THEY HAVEN’T HAD ENOUGH PAIN!
If they really hated themselves enough, and they were really fed up with things like being overweight, having a sh-- job (& not owning a business), not living in the State (or Country) they want to live in--THEY WOULD TAKE ACTION INSTEAD OF TALKIN’ SH--!
If they wanted those things, they would go get them. They would be fed up with not having what they want. They would direct ALL THAT ANGER WHERE IT BELONGS: at themselves for not having those things. And then they’d go get those things, just like I did.
THERE are 2 FUNDAMENTAL FLAWS WITH my old philosophy:
1) Afraid to be accused, abused or abandoned? I AM THINKING OF MYSELF INSTEAD OF THEM!
2) AFRAID TO HURT OTHERS? I AM hurting MYSELF AND I AM HURTING THEM! If I’m afraid to hurt them now, I am hurting their future.
When I lost 250 pounds, MOST OF MY FAMILY (AND LOTS OF OTHER PEOPLE) WAS PISSED! (because when i was BIGGER THAN THEM they could say “Did you get your dress made at the tent store?” and other F--- UP THINGS)
Then when I was SMALLER THAN THEM they could say “You think you’re better than us”.
THE 2 BIGGEST KILLERS OF ANY OF MY GOALS (AND YOURS TOO!)
The same thing happened when I got 180,000 on TikTok, The same thing happened when I moved to California, The SAME thing happened when got PAYING ROLES in movies & TV Shows, And the SAME THING happened when I incorporated my business AND FINALLY got SMART ENOUGH to start asking for money for products & services….
AND THE SAME THINGS kept happening to my mind, body, spirit & FINANCES:
- Kept gaining weight back
- Kept getting unhealthy (physically & every other way)
- Kept sh--people around me & kept finding NEW SHI-- PEOPLE
- Kept BEING HOMELESS AND NOT MAKING ENOUGH MONEY
- Kept getting depressed (& feeling guilty & stupid) because of those other 4 things!
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BUT NOW! I kept MOST of the weight off--AND THREW THE OTHER WEIGHTS OFF! (The Sh--people (INCLUDING “family” who talks sh--and wants me broke, flabby, unhealthy & homeless) The fears, the lies, the guilt--ALL GONE! And I’m goin FULL FORCE with my business… LOCK & LOAD! I’m gonna give YOU the AMMO! (WHICH IS WHY I’M WORTH IT INC. EXISTS!!) YOU WILL SEE the financial results starting in Q2 (April/May/June) I will WRITE AND MAKE TV SHOWS ABOUT IT! (On I’m Worth It Inc. TV Channel on YouTube)
I have A RESPONSIBILITY to share my testimony AND TO BE SUCCESSFUL IN WHAT I WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL IN--FOR EXAMPLE I WANT A FLAT STOMACH AND EVENTUALLY A SIX PACK ABS… SO I NEED TO EAT THE WAY A FLAT STOMACH PERSON EATS, THEN I NEED TO SHOW IT TO THE WORLD AND TELL THEM HOW I DID IT.
I plan to be a multi-billionaire. That means I need to STOP WORRYING about what others will say or do! (THEY WON’T think anything about me BECAUSE THEY DON’T THINK! They do sometimes open their mouths. But as my dad always said “diarrhea mouth, constipation of the brain”) And I need to go out there and BE THE BEST THAT EVER LIVED SO I CAN CONTRIBUTE MONEY THE WAY THE BEST THAT EVER LIVED DID! I NEED TO WIN!
Winning needs to be understood as being happy and not feeling guilty about what we want. It needs to be understood that we are the only person who has to live with us.
It needs to be understood that God shows us in the Bible there is no obligation or guilt with leaving parents or family members. Jesus left his family and said “Who is my family? My family are those who do the will of God.” (Matt 12:48-50) Jesus also said “Let the dead bury the dead” (Mark 3:35)
Want to be FINANCIALLY WEALTHY BUT FEEL STUCK?
Consider these 2 things:
1) Afraid to lose THEM? I AM THINKING OF MYSELF INSTEAD OF THEM!
(“I don’t want to be accused, abused or abandoned”)
2) AFRAID TO HURT OTHERS? I AM HURTING THEM! I am hurting their future.
( “I don't want to make people around me feel bad about themselves”)
My Empire’s Motto “Emotionally Equipping Entertainers & Entrepreneurs for Financial Abundance” I WILL NOT BE A HYPOCRITE! I WILL HELP YOU OR DIE TRYING! YOU ARE WORTH IT TO ME!
